justice is all we need, not peace, not food for everyone, just justice, everything else follows.

ok, so here's the thing, i had a tiff with somebody on orkut, he claimed to be a big politician's grandson (im not naming anyone here coz its not supposed to be 'sensible' according to everyone in my family) and i was told to remove the minutes of the same from a community, that dude threatened me and stuff too, actually he had been sending irritating messages to someone close to me, and was a real loser about her not giving a damn bout him, and so i sent him some messages (scraps, in the orkut world) to knock some sense into him, and evry1 in my family got into a bunch, why?? coz i did something 'stupid' and 'dangerous' yeah so my family (my dad to be precise) is looking out for us, doesnt want us to get into trouble, and i appreciate him for that, but what bites me is that i had to take the 'sensible' decision, and not the right one. the world needs to be without fear, politician's offsprings get the power they don't deserve due to fear, im not saying that the involved politician was bad or doesnt deserve the power, its just that his grandson misuses the power he wasnt supposed to have in the first place, he doesnt scare me, but i really love my father (it doesnt show much, but i do, he's like a hero who rose up to be an awesomely honest self-made successful man unlike certain brothers of his) , and i can't put him through the worry, however miniscule.

its a sad sad state we live in, i know that if the person mentioned here reads this, he wud brag to his friends about how he 'scared' me, but we all know who's the loser here don't we??

i swear when i grow up and don't depend on my family, im gonna make em proud, and give the world the justice it needs, the jolt it needs, this fight never will end, there will always be the fixers and the believers, this is not a promise, its a guideline...to conquer fear you gotta let go, and although people think i "can't even live without my ipod" and according to my mother im a 'coward' and a 'fool' to be writing stuff on the internet and not having the guts to actually face the consequences and get bashed up, i can endure more than anyone can imagine.....

justice, sweet justice, sweet sweet justice is all we bloody need, everyone should get what they deserve, good or bad, in the right proportion, and the ones responsible for this 'distribution' are no-one but all of us on the streets, in the colleges, the guy on the scooter next to you at the traffic signal looking out for his family in a middle class home trying to stay out of trouble (this is not a reference to my family exactly), as a collective, there is no trouble,.and you don't succumb to fear, you breed fear. the regulators are our choice, our gift and only due to us, do they become our curse....

man im burning inside, its unexplainable.