im just a happy kid, stuck with the heart of a sad punk...

ironically, one of the most depressing songs I've heard is 'Happy kid' by 'nada surf'...

again, when i decided to write a new blog post, i thought of writing about all the movies i recently saw (sleepless in Seattle, juno etc) and the music i heard (juno soundtrack, this song by never ending white lights) and again i thought, enh...who wants to go through all that effort, now it just seems like effort, earlier i just wanted to get my opinion on every damn thing out to the world...

i've noticed that i HATE people singing along to music instinctively, (most people, some people, i like when they sing alon :) ) although i do it with anything I've heard...for example, i make it a point to not play songs by hinder etc when there a lot of people around (specially women, ugh, they all seem to be crazy about hinder and nickleback) because if i do...everyone starts singing along!! so i try to play songs which are likeable, but which nobody has heard....

yeah i think that's all that my mind could come up with today...

oh yeah i was listening to this song in which a line goes:-
"I spend more time in front of mirrors
Than any gent should"

and this reminded me of all the people at my gym, who (this they do as if there's no one in the room) look at themselves in the large mirror/wall at different angles, making different poses (in their underwear) even different expressions!! now, generally, all of us look at ourselves in the mirror...but i, disgusted my the sheer vanity of all this gym shit, don't feel like looking at myself in the mirror anymore!! bleh...it's like 'eeyuch'...why!!??

ok im done.

oh and i also realized that nine inch nails are the wisest band out there, listen to 'march of the pigs' and 'starfuckers inc.' to get a drift of what i mean...

i feel so fucking loved....shit.

"oh yes im fine, everything's just wonderful, im having the time of my life"

for the not very bright...yes, that is sarcasm.

it's like i have permanent blogger's block, earlier if anything out of the ordinary (or even very ordinary) happened in my life, id write about it...at a time i'd only write about all the unfair things in life...try to make my writing interesting, in this one..im just trying to bloody make the content look different from my previous posts, to avoid myself from getting bored of it...bah.

now things i could talk about:-
-the flooding of my apartment
-the awesome split uplugged concert i attended, and how different it was (i would put the word 'different' in quotes, but it'd look like i was disrespecting split, and i don't wanna do that :) )
-mood indigo, and the ride to bombay, also the mahabaleshwar ride...
-new friends here and there
-anleey's cat giving birth to dead babies and eating them

now, why i wouldn't write about the above things:-

what the fuck do you (the reader) care about he flooding of my apartment? happens to many people...someone leaves a tap on...shit happens...bollocks. the concert now, i've written about so many concerts in the past, i don't really care if anyone else enjoys my view of the music or not, i don't wanna waste my time putting a visual image of a concert in the readers mind, go get your tickets, and attend it yourself...i enjoyed it, so could've you...again, shit happens. now the ride, once again, way too many rides in history, you wanna feel what i felt? take your bike and ride along...me telling you 'how fast i went on those awesome roads' doesn't interest me...and is useless for you too...you'll never understand it until you do it...

now the 'new friends', the definition of a friend nowadays doesn't go beyond having somebody's phone number....so i'd say, realistically, that i have 'potential new friends', what would i write about them? bloody assumptions?

now the cat...just check out these awesome pictures:-